Your a Disease , My Sickness.

I think of you,
Every day and night.
I wonder how much longer
How much longer I can take
take the look that is on your face
The The fear in you eyes.
The fear that you hold
Just even to take a bite.
One single taste
You cringe in disgust.
You recoil in hate
The truth is
I fear for your fate .
I fear for your life
I fear for your bones
I fear for every bit of your soul

You make me wonder
If I can stand I chance
In this world
You make me disgusted
Disgusted at myself.
You control every movement
It isn't my body anymore
It is yours.
You are my life now
Yet every day
I hate you more and more
But I can't live without you
not anymore
One day I will kill you
Although you burrow in me
I will break your curse