Every time

It's seems that every time I move on,
you come back
every time I feel like I'm over you
you change that.
every time I feel like your in my past,
you come into my future
every time I find someone different,
you're all i think about
every time we stop talking,
I always wonder " what if he was still here?"
every time I think it was the best thing
I look back and wonder why it didn't last.
every time you come back,
I wonder how long it will last this time
every time we break up,
i wonder when you'll come back to me saying you miss me.
every time I think about you,
I think about our past and the good times we shared,
I think about what would have happened if we stayed together from the start,
I think about you and I being together in the future,
then I look back and think to myself,
"It won't happen.. he said his feelings had changed..
but, he always seems to come back to me.."
every time I look at you,
I relise how much I miss you,
every time I'm around you ,
I think about how much I loved you
and how much I still do.
Every time I'm around you,
I let myself be free,
and don't care what anyone says,
when I'm around you,
I feel safe,
when I'm around you,
I can't help but fall for you.. again,
when I'm around you ,
I can't help but see
you're still in love with me.
I can't help but find,
all the things I love about you
I can't help but think about you,
I can't help but realize,
that i can't let you go,
I realize that you were my first love,
I realize that you will always somewhere deep inside,
love me, and I will always love you.
Sometimes, I wish that it didn't happen
so I would never be stuck here with this pain of not being together,
I wish that if you're going to be in my life,
you would decide your role.
are you my lost lover or my friend..
pick one and don't say other wise.
this pain I've delt with is too much
I sometimes regret meeting you,
other times I'm glad I did..
but for once,
I really wish that i could be with you one last time,
and I wish I could be happy just this once,
I wish that you would make up your mind,
and give me the final truth
I wish you would say you're never gonna leave a
and it be the truth
I wish you could just stop with the lies,
and tell me.
do you want to be with me or not?
am I the one you love, the one you hate,
or just your toy when you don't want to date....