Crushed

I log onto my computer to see her saying, I'M DATING HIM! My heart falls into a million pieces. But nobody understands.
No, Nobody understands, the quiet one. He's too busy with his dick, and she's too busy trying to get with the football player.

Why was I so stupid to think he'd love me..He claims he told me after I was grounded that, he said we were through. A text that was fake, a text my phone never got.
Message not received.
No, Message not received.

Everyone ignores me, can they not see the tears in my eyes, or that I have fallen to the floor!
Blind they are, to the beautiful girl on the floor.

A whole year of my teenage years wasted, on an asshole like you.

Oh yes, an asshole like you! Your the reason for my first drink, my first time staggering, my first morning with a hangover.
Do you feel remorse?
Do you?

I don't think so because every time your with a low life!
My friends all wonder how many std's you have!
How many?

But I always stuck up for you! But not anymore.

No not anymore.
Never again.
♠ ♠ ♠
~I loved you for a year, you lying snake, I let you into my deepest secrets and then you ran off with my friend! :( One of my BEST friends. 10-13-09 to 12-12-10!!!