I Remember

I remember
When I used to sit on my mothers lap
As she read me a story

I wish
It could go back to that
To that kind of love

I only
Wanted you to love me
Like you did back then

I can't
Say that you still do
You only love me so far.

I still
This of when you said you worry about me,
All because of how I dress and my music.

Why can't
You love me like my sister?
The golden kid.

I know
That you think I hate you
But it's not true

I can
Only care so far when you're like this
But I still love you like back then

So when
I get older, and our relationship reconnects,
Just know:

I still remember
When you out casted me from my own family
Because of I who I am.

I remember.