The Apology That You Never Got to Hear

My heart, it screams,
My blood turns on.
Oh, so much I have yet to learn
Of search treachery of love.
Forgive me my sweet,
Yor love was oh so refreshing
To this life of nothing.
Your touch renewed by being,
Your kisses were light to my fire,
And the way your eyes looked into
My own, and found life.
You were what I longed for,
You and nothing else,
But my flesh is so devious,
Blessed by Satan himself,
My eyes, who were only for you,
Got lost in someone else.
Your body is so cold now,
Your cheeks have become gray,
And the blood that pumped my heart as well,
Is starting to drip away.
As I kiss you, your lips are cold.
Darling, you were so young.
Now I leave,
To think and regret on what I've done.
And as I pass where we first met,
My heart skips a beat,
For where our first met,
My heart will now retreat.
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