Put Me out of This Misery

What am I to do?
Can't leave without you.
You drive me insane,
And yet, you know my pain.

Sure you do,
You have no clue.
I'm lost without my heart,
In your claws, so sharp.

Soldier at war,
A million more.
Where to go?
I don't know.

I will never be more than them,
Because I lack the power.
She will always love them,
I fall like a tower.

She makes me wonder,
Like no other.
But never mind that,
Look at the facts.

What would you do?
Tell yourself it's not the truth?
I can't do that,
I'm too afraid.

She makes me love life,
But I hate it.
She makes me happy,
But I'm sad.

Honey, I'll never hurt you.
But you don't try anyways.
So I'm left with nothing,
And that's the end.