Lost in my insanity

I slowly drip into darkness
My mind going elsewhere
Slowly losing my sanity
As I see you guys
Surrounding me
Drowning me
With noise
With words
I shutter as you come near
Making you retreat
With sadness slapped across your face
Making me feel bad
Making me go deeper into nothing
I don't understand what you guys are saying
As you shout and cry words at me
As I start to lose my acknowledge of everything
I'm terrified
My strings are breaking
Dropping me lower and lower
They continue to break to the last one
I struggle to keep it strong
But then I hear those words that break it
"I give up"
Then I lost it
Everything goes black
I'm finally lost in my insanity