I Really Need Medicine To Help Me Think on My Feet...

I didn't know
saying it would mess things up.
I didn't know
you cared enough to call my bluff.
Well it's over now
I screwed it up.
I didn't know
that it could've mattered to you.
I'm a year too late
with apologies.

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What I really meant to say
was, "Yes, I do. I didn't want
you to find out this way.
I'm sorry, but, things don't
have to change.
They don't have to change."
I know reality, it's too harsh
for things to go right for me,
but maybe, you'd say
that you felt the same.
You could have felt the same.

I know I messed it up,
I know it's too late to back it up,
to say what I meant -
Well, it's too long gone.
Why am I so caught up?

I'm such an idiot,
my sharp tongue got me into this.
I should know better than to
want this.
I'm being ridiculous.

[Chorus]