Take the damn thing or leave it

She closes her eyes

As the fresh tears fall

She wants it to stop

The pain to go away.

Shes done holding on for dear life

When she knows things could be easy

Why kill herself over something

That just seems so out of reach.

She wants to feel normal again

She doesnt want her heart

to be squeezed

Just to see it break all over again

Put the pieces back together

And either watch her heal alone and

look lost or help her when she needs

someone there for her.

She knows it wont be easy

But she wants him there

She needs him more than he thinks

Her heart cant take much more.