Uncertainty

Darkness.
Tell me why I'm so blinded.
Everytime I look for you,
I'm reminded of the things we've shared,
The things we've said,
And what's to come true.
But I am stuck.
My emotions are racing,
My heart begins to pump when I see you;
But it does not pump love,
Instead confusion takes it's place.
Inside my soul is pacing like
An anxious parent
Hoping I can make a decision.
My legs to begin to shake,
I can barely breathe,
My heart beats out of my chest
As if trying to leave.
You reach out your hand,
But i cannot take it.
For you, dear one,
Are in love with Love
Rather than with me.
So with that I must leave,
Hoping to find my way back to the
Light.
.