It's My Fault

It's my fault that she's the one I admired.
I'm sorry, that she's the one I desired.
It's my fault that I made her upset.
I'm sorry, it's still something that I regret.
It's my fault that I've caused so much pain.
I'm sorry, I know I'm the one to blame.

It's my fault that I feel so weak.
I'm sorry, but everything in my life feels so heavy.
It's my fault that my mind is going through changes.
I'm sorry, I'm sure these are probably just phases.
It's my fault that it's a gloomy day.
I'm sorry, but I didn't mean to make it this way.

It's my fault that I'm always feeling jaded.
I'm sorry, but my happiness has faded.
It's my fault that I feel so lonely.
I'm sorry, but my life is moving slowly.
It's my fault that I'm still alive.
I'm sorry, but what you don't know is that I'm dead inside.
Knowing that should make you smile :)