It Was Always You.

Why do I do this?
Put myself out there just
to come back in ruins.

Why'd I let our friendship die,
And as it began again I let it
pass me by.

These tears I cry,
They're here because as I got you again,
I fell in love,
Then he tore it away.

This is where I end up.

I'm broken,
In pieces,
There's no way to fix me,
Except for her beautiful kisses.

But I cant see that coming for me,
Not any more,
He took it from me,
And now I lay empty.

How cant she see,
Each word gives me jealousy,
It's killing me,
But I wont let you say goodbye.

I'm hoping,
Holding onto a wish,
That one day I'll hold you,
Own you,
Be loved by your beautiful heart.

Now it's too late,
My chance to have you slipped away,
I blame myself,
I love you.