Sometimes I Struggle

Sometimes I struggle to accept,
My past, pains, troubles, and regrets.
I also have some issues with letting go.
And I make sure my depressed emotions do not show.

Sometimes I struggle to believe,
That I'm just not who I used to be.
I also have some issues with my complaining.
I'm sorry, but my life hasn't stopped complicating.

Sometimes I struggle just to breathe.
Because I always get pushed down to my knees.
I'm begging you someone, please.
Just step up and come rescue me.