As i stare at
As i stare at,
The edge,
Of this bloody,
Steel,
Cold to the touch,
Yet so warm when inserted deep into skin,
I feel ashamed,
Of my self imposed,
destruction,
I yearn to not have to feel all this,
Fucking shit anymore,
I have tried,
To close all light,
But i haven't done it,
Right,
I can't even commit suicide the right way,
I for now am satisfied,
With this cold,
Bloody,
Steel being inserted into my skin.
The edge,
Of this bloody,
Steel,
Cold to the touch,
Yet so warm when inserted deep into skin,
I feel ashamed,
Of my self imposed,
destruction,
I yearn to not have to feel all this,
Fucking shit anymore,
I have tried,
To close all light,
But i haven't done it,
Right,
I can't even commit suicide the right way,
I for now am satisfied,
With this cold,
Bloody,
Steel being inserted into my skin.