Hiding

I watch as life starts to procede,
Ignorant to the pain of me,
A glamoer I hide behind,
That of which is not truly mine,

A small joke,
A small laugh,
The crack and the zap,
Of lifes cruel whip which snaps,

The movements keep on going,
Like the waves of my undoing,

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You say you know me,
While truly you don't,
Why can;t life be simple?

(Truly why can't it be simple?)

So I say again,
You claim your a friend,
So when I explain,
And my mind begins to concede,
Why do you recede?