dear god,

Dear God tell me about the days when daddys actully stayed. tell me what is was like knowing that they wpuld never take the wrong way.Dear god, tell me what it was like to look down on my so hurt and so deep. when you were trying to tell meit would be okay even though you know i would not listen dear god, tell me was i a mistake should you just have kept me in heaven with you. dear god am i just a disopointment in his life?
or am i more like a debt that will never be payed? dear god please tell me what it
would have been like if he would have stayed on the path of good instead of missing it and going down the road to bad ways. dear god thank you for brian at least he
will be a daddy that will stay and never leave for a trip down
bad road way.