what am i

what am i
what could i be
why am i
am i supposed to be
here

is this real
or is it all in my head

can i trust
something that can’t be proven
with science
can these dreams
be real

will i always be forced
to fight for what i
believe to be right
for me
cuz i don’t know
if i’ve got the strength
to go on
forever
proving something
that won’t be accepted
by those i love
the most

what am i
if i can’t be
myself.