Love or Lust?

Love or lust?
Which would I rather have?

With love, I can feel close,
Feel wanted
I can be with someone
All the time

But with lust,
It’s all just for fun
It could piss her off
And I could leave them easily

There’s no one to love
She’s taken my heart
And ripped it to shreds

There’s no one to lust
They’ve all moved on
Without me

So do I just wait?
Do I make emotionless decisions?
My heart is gone, anyway
I’d only think of her the whole time