So ***ing Desperate

My head is spinning
The constant pain
The constant aches
Make them go away!

All I’m asking for
Is to be thought of!
Why does it seem that
It’s too much to ask of you?

Ignoring me
Is not having
The effects
You once planned

I miss you even more
I love you even more
I hate you even more!
Just say something!

I’ll slit my throat
Raw, open, bleeding
Just to hear
Your voice once more

I’d tear out my guts
Give you my beating heart
Served on a silver platter
Just to hear one word from you

Girl, you’ve got me
So fucking desperate
Just the way you like it
Your little puppet on a string

This puppet is tired
Of ripping string
This little puppet of yours
Is ready to bow to its master

My delicate little heart
Is yours
You took it a long time ago
But I don’t need it back

Keep it
Keep my heart
Fuck with it
Like you do with everyone else

I’m ready for my beating
Tell me who’s horrible
Teach me a lesson
I dare you

I’ll promise you my body,
My money, my company
Just for the promise
Of a few words spoken by you

You’ve always had me
Hooked on everything you said
Who ever said that
That had changed?

I’m going insane, girl
And it’s your entire fucking fault
Get out of my head
Quit messing with my head!

I’ll do anything
Please girl, I’d do anything
Just for your thoughts
Maybe a sentence if I’m lucky

You’re such a bitch
But I love you!
Why did I fall for you?
All of you has me hooked!

When you realize, babe
That I’ve always been here,
Come and pick up your puppet,
My wonderful darling

Play with me
Give me your attention
That I’ve always deserved
But I always failed to receive

I miss you, baby
I hate you all the same
Don’t give me my heart back
I just want your word

Just one fucking word