My life flashes by my eyes repost please read

I got a gun against my head
And a knife against my neck
I got tears against my cheek
And my heart is a fucking wreck
I got a bullet in my brain
And a cut against the grain
I got blood leaking from my neck
And slowly sliding down my chest
I got a bullet leaving my skull
I got a blade hitting the floor
I got blood all over my body
And I keep bleeding more
I got a loud sound in my ears
And I can here the silence too
I see my life flashing by
But all I want to see is youu
I see my mom and my dad
And the family I once had
I see my brother and sister
I hope she knows I will miss her
But all I want to see is youu
I see my dog and he sees me
I see my school so empty
I see my life flashing slowly
But all I want is to see me holding youu
I see my step mom and her kids
I see my uncles and aunts
I'm happy to see they live
But still sad at what I once had
All I want to see in this life
As I watch it flashing by
Is you
All I want to remember
Is the way I felt with you
Now I'm at my lifes ends
As the images begin to repeat
See the bullet leaving the gun
And hear some one scream
My body hitting the ground
And the world spins around
The knife lying infront of my face
Hard to believe this is my fate
All I hear is this repeating scream
Hearing it echoeing around me
All I hear is the loud screech
And the feint sound of a heart beat
Still praying my life will rewind
And land on an image of you
The scream weakens into tears
But there was nothing I could do
I felt light as If I was floating
I look down and sure enough
I saw my body in a pool of blood
As I continue to rise up above
Then what stopped my heart
Was the sight of you holding the gun
Guess you too couldn't stand to be apart
You raise the gun to your head
Nothing I can do to stop you
Because I want you to live
But that was to hard to doo
As if in slow motion
You begin to tug the trigger
And then everything goes black
That was the last time I saw hera