have you ever (part 2)

Have you ever wished that you were selfish
Have you ever regretted not speaking up
have you ever lost someone that didn’t have a replacement
have you ever tried, lied, then gave up?
Have you ever stopped to think
Taken a moment to just breathe?
If you haven’t, then keep reading
I try not to think of myself before anyone
I kant stand someone hurting because of me
So if letting me go was the only way to happiness
Then like they say “by all means”
Happiness, what is that?
Does that mean no more fighting
Or does it mean, change?
Either way, happiness is defined by what the individual believes.
I guess you figured it out.
I have not let go.
Its harder than I thought
this is something nobody knows
I wont tell anyone
Im tired of hurting them too
I kan deal with this on my own
Besides, im good at not letting it show
My heart is racing
Im out of breath
Would you kome
If you were my last request?
this doesnt mean i want you bakk
but it also doesnt mean i dont
what we had was made to last...
and youre the one i've chosen to ask...