Suicidal Note

Slit my throat wide open
And hoe I sputter the blood
You left me out in the open
Exposing me for who I am
Shoving me into the mud

All this hatred that's raging
Let's out with a single tear
Sobbing in this familiar room
You never notice, my darling
That I'll slowly disappear

So save your last breath
I've got better things in mind
Than to waste my time with you
Don't bother calling me
The message won't ever get through

Swinging from the gallows
Are two things I never wished dead
But your madness is driving everyone crazy
As you shout to please forgive you
I'm not hearing the words you once said

I'll never find peace with you
You lied to me
Like you lied to yourself and others
This whole thing was a mistake
I just wish they could all see

Burn me alive at the stake
Carve my name in your heart
But I'm sure you'll be too drunk to remember
Just like you'll forget the target
When you aim and throw that dart

Slash me with a razor
Like you slashed my soul
I felt so worthless
But now I hope you die
See death as dark as coal

Tell all those people how I hid my feelings
How I wasn't happy because I cried
Because I wasn't meant for you
Through all the words interpret the meaning suicide