According to you!

As I sit in my room,
All alone at night,
I think to myself,
Why do you love her?
What does she have that I don't ?
But I'm Tired of crying,
Being unhappy,
Because,
According to you,
I'm I'm stupid,
According to you,
I'm useless,
According to you,
I'm suicidal,
But I am all of them,
And we all know this,
Wow,
You said you knew me better,
Than anyone else,
Well,
It don't look like it.
Now does it?