My Dear Princess

Why can't I see you again?
my lovely princess
can you remember the way we held
arms wrapped like tape stretched for protection
among eachother we laid in the cold grass
feasting on the leftovers that my heart became.
You struck me.. and I said ok..
you hit me..
and I walked away..
and the wounds that are left throbbed
the anger built..
but it wasn't because I didn't love you sweet princess.
no, I had to heal.. and when I struck you back, you rawred
like a dragon, fire bursting though you.. and I cried..
but you didn't confort.. oh no you watched
the dragon still boiling in your throat.. draining out your awkward heart.
We left to redeem what little respect we needed back.. and you became this..
beautiful thing again..
black hair streeming in the wind with your crown dangling among the tangles
I smiled and kissed your hand, and you smacked me..
and walked away, putting a forever behind the reason why..
and I cried and sit here still thinking
Why can't I see you again?
but your whispers disappeared, anger raptures your vocal tones, and I can't hear you..
I can't say hello.. good day..
Princess why??