Evanescence lyrics made into a poem

Lock the last open door my ghosts are gaining on me.
I long to be like you lie cold in the ground like you.
Fear is only in our minds taking over all the time.
How could I have burned paradise? how could I? you were never mine.
I want to stay in love with my sorrow oh but god I want to let it go.
And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall, pouring life down on me.