Falling for you

I'm falling for you 

I spin in circles
Falling off that high place
I love being wieghtless
I love how I can let go and let myself be taken by anything else 
Not a care at what happens to me 
I love falling 
I'm afraid to fall but I do it anyways
I'm afraid someone will care to much to notice
I don't want to be noticed
I want to suffer in silence 
And fall with you
I love falling 
I hate suffering
I'm suffocating 
I'm not dying the way I want to
I need to run
I need to fall
Because sometimes that girl
You know the kind
The one with scars on her arms 
isn't the only one that feels like that
But the difference between me and her is
She wants to be found she's scared but she wants it
I'm scared but I want to hit the ground running and never be found