Like Cannibalism

When I look in the mirror
I see I monster.

I have problems
I scare small children
My parents don't talk to me from fear of angering me...

I hope they see the real me...some day...
Because I'm not a monster.
I only make myself look that way...
So I don't get hurt by anyone who decides to get too close....

Because I'm not a very interesting person
I'm not special
I have bad breathe...

So I just make myself more horrible, so people know to stay away...

It's something like cannibalism...

Because the more I make myself a monster
The more I forget what I'm really like...

Eating away at the real me, in it's place
A monster...