Obsession

to have only seen you in person
is what i need
but will i get it?
of course not
not even you care
but thats because
you dont know me
you only saved my life
thats all
nothing big
forget me
forget the people who care
but ull be sorry
but i dont want you to be sorry
i love you
you said you love me
but then why do you
not care?
I envy your face
your heart
your soul
so why am i stuck with this shit?
this me that no one wants?
im not sure...
but i think because
thats
what
is wanted for me
but
What sick person wanted that?