Heart Upgrade

You wanna beat me and push me around
Tell me I'm worthless and nothing
You wanna pull me down on the ground
To make me feel the pain of something

You wanna spit words of venom and fire
Say that I'm everything I'm not
You wanna tell me that I'm fucking liar
When I'm mustering every thing I got

You wanna hurt me and break my heart
then turn around and expect me to mend
You wanna break me from the start
Well baby, this is the end.

I'm not the type of girl you think I am
I've grown up and I'm not yours anymore
I'm not living my life by the plastic plan
Gonna live my life and open a new door

I'm not gonna lie and cheat
I won't say those things you said to me
I'm not going to be the one you'll wanna meet
It's not gonna be the way it used to be

I'm not gonna sit there and pretend
that there's anything I can do about your pride
I'm changing what I can and putting message on send
there's nothing that I'll let slide

My life isn't perfect but it's not yours to decide
I'm not wasting another breath trying to fix
something that was a total fucking lie
I'm not letting you ruin it for kicks

My life is mine and that's the end of what was
never yours to alter and throw away
like a useless toy and I'm done because
I'll move on from this some fucking day

My life was given to me and the air I breathe
some day you come to realize what a mistake you made
and it'll be something you'll want to see
when I replace you with a new upgrade.