My Pain

I am tired.
I haven't slept a peaceful night since you left.

I am scared.
I am terrified that this really is the end.

I am lonely.
I have never been so alone.

I just Cry
I think of you and now my eyes burn red

How could you do this to me?
How can you take a normal girl and turn her to this?
How can you be ok when I am a mess?
Is it really that easy to move on?

I know what she did to you.
I know how you hurt.

All you ever did was smile with me
Now all you do is frown.
Is it worth it??

Both of us are broken and lost
We completed each other.
You were my other half.
My Beating heart.

Now I just wallow in my own pain.
I miss you.
I love you.
Why can't I fight harder?
I just let it slip...
What a mess I've made of me.