lost a battle

i cant all ways seem to have a verry good grip on things like love love is beautiful but i can never find the right person but when i do it all ways ends in a sad story and the other girl gets him i say he loves me but no he dose not. or ushally he dose but i end up getting stuck in my room for it :( my mom says you dont all ways get what you want but i know that my soul is crushed and shatterd into a million peices by then im completly miserable :/