You ridicule me for what you did

Every day
endless dismay
laugh and taunt
those words that haunt
at first only fun
the harm seemed to be none
then that first cut
according to you i'm just a slut
so what does it matter?
my emotions you shatter
maybe i'm too sensitive
maybe i just shouldn't live
hiding the scratches
until he catches
what I wanted to keep hiden
these cuts forbidden
now not only am I worthless,
fat, ugly, and useless
i'm emo too
another label for you
to taunt me with
maybe this is only the fifth
or maybe I lost count
all my names, such a high amount
you did this to me
don't you see?
but you don't care
you just laugh and stare
still you call me your friend
will this ever end?