I can live without but without I'll be miserable at best

I look at my hand now
empty and cold
nothing can make it better
except your longing hold

i miss the look in your eyes
acceptance flooded your embrace
my heart will turn with dispare
until, again, I see your face

no longer are you here
life's grasp on you was weak
it's exactly what I'd begun to fear
I brake just by that tear on your cheek

we needed that love
the end was great
it's still hard to re-live
breathes almost too painful to take

tears well up in my eyes
so hard to leave you and say 'goodbye'
I guess that's all I could ever do
since Fate thought that we were through

looking back I realize now
it might be done
but it was worth the while
nothing could ever relieve the stun

those words had to come
it was Fate's way of heart-brake
our love had to be done
death's hand you take

living isn't like it was
nothing to look forward to except the buzz
i might as well die right here
because there's nothing left but fear.