I'm Sorry

I fear you'll remind me
of everything I've done wrong
which is everything I've done
I want to apologize to you
for everything I've done to hurt you
but I cant
I owe you much more than a simple apology
and just by saying the words I'm sorry, it wont make a difference
it'll just remind you of the times I've hurt you
and I don't want you to feel any more pain from me
that pain will stay with both of us forever