Miserable

I sit her in my bed
thoughts swarming through my head

Its all about you and no one else
My heart is breaking and my mind yelps

It's more like screaming, screaming in pain
Why is it only me that you've slain

Can't I have love, just a little is enough
My life seems like bliss however its tough

No one wants this poor fat girl
not even the man who thought she was his pearl

Well I'm not a jewel as so he said
I'm bad horrible child of the one he wed

The younger one the little daughter that looks like him
gets all the attention he sees only in light that's dim

Please just take me away to a place I can call my own
this place isn't home and I feel so alone

I don't think I can take much more of this painful abuse
no matter what kind, physical or mental, hell what's the use

Goodbye forever, to my home, my mother
I bid farewell to my sister and I have no brother

My father's a question
but i have no suggestion

We are all miserable and I had to let it out
I am not coming back all silent, no shouts.