Alone

I cant believe you left me here alone. This is why it hurts. I just let it bleed. I cant live. I always thought you'd be here. No one seems to give me a chance. I feel like i'm attacking muself. All the cuts i've made make me a littlw eaker. All the blood that has flowed out and all the teasr that have git the floor. They're the cause of this suicidal nightmare. I am wondering around without a break. I live for you and i feel like i'm dying for you. This time doesnt feel any diffrent from any other. I'm away from you. You know i'll wait for you. You knew this wouldnt be easy. Please dont leave me alone anymore. You have me screaming. I have all your secrets on the tip of my tongue, they're burning a hole ion my throat. Can you just trun around? I thought this could be simple. I've lost my desecration. his is shit. I cant holf the tears in an longer. No i dont even know how to stop. This isnt in my nature. This is not how i should behave. The sadness is creeping on me. I wish i could just black them all out. Its all over.