Once

I'm standing here. Alone. So alone.
I told you you were my world. Once.
I called you my babybirl. Never agian.
I thought i was in love. Once.
I never could see us parting. Never.
I cired myself to sleep. One night.
I couldnt stop thinking of you. Once.
I screamed your name. Just to see you run away. Far away.
You kissed my lips. I kissed back. I was lost. So lost. So lost in lust.
You held my hand. You held in tight. You said you wouldnt let go. Never.
You lied. Once. Twice. There times. Fuck it i lost count.
You lied when you said i love you more then this earth. Well now this is falling to shit.
I smiled a you. You smiled back. You said you loved me. Once
I cut for you. Deep. I bleed for you. Once
I regret you. Now. Forever.
I have scares becuase of you. Now. Forever.
I'm better. Now. Forever.
You left me. A long tome ago.
I smile. Now. Now that your not in my life.
I'm free. Free from you grasp.