Rain Helps Me Think

I sit at my window
Watching the rain in the night
I wait for a rainbow
Like I’m waiting for my knight
I’m all alone
Nobody to hold
Tell my secrets
And I got theses fears
Running with my tears
I’m trying
I’m trying to smile
But I’ve been so miserable
Don’t know if I’m capable
Will I ever live it up?
I’m afraid to walk the street alone
And when I will find you
I wanna feel my bones become weak
Every girl has a knight in shining armor
I’m a girl
So where are you?
And every time the rain falls
I think it’s the perfect you show up
To go with that perfect kiss in the rain
The drops that falls romantically
I see everyone in love
I’m not happy
Did you know that?
Why are you not coming?
Please, come.
Make me happy.
Help me escape my misery.
You are the one I can count
You were
Now I don’t know anymore.
And as the rain continued to fall
Here I sit by my window wondering
Do I have a prince of my own?
Does he even exist?