This Feeling You Make Me Feel

My self confidence goes
Plummetting down
Plummetting down
When you're around
Always self concious
A sence of nervousness
Thinking paranoid thoughts
Don't look at me
Don't look at me
I'm not good enough
For you to see

I'm too scared to say hi
Or to just look at you
In the eye
I can't get you
Out of my mind
Ever since I first laid my eyes on you
Back in seventh grade
I subconciously knew
That there was noone
Like you

There is
No other
Person, place, or sound
Taste, object, animal, texture
Or sight
That could ever make me feel
The way you make me feel
It's so strong
I question if it's even real

I'm nothing compared to you
I can't help but think it
It seems so true
These thoughts are fighting
With this thing that I'm feeling

This feeling is something like
A swirl of cigarette smoke
Breathed into my lungs
A shot of sedatives forced
Into my viens
You're something like
A daydream frozen in time
The pure glowing sun
And I'm looking at you
Without anything to protect my eyes from
I'm not able to look away
But that's okay
Because
Unlike the sun's blinding rays
I could look at you all day
And I know that
You wouldn't cause any harm
To go my way

It's like your prescence
Overcomes my usual anxiety
With calm serenity
As if
I'm just a robot
And you
Just being there
Reprograms my emotions entirely
It's not something I chose to happen
You brought out the human in me