Traps

I'm so confused by you,
Not that that's a first.
I know that you have total control of me-
I have no control over what I do anymore.
With a swish of your wand,
I've fallen back into your arms.
The hold that seems safe and warm,
The place where true happiness lies,
But is that all a lie?
Like how it was last year?
You made me believe the lies you circled through the air.
You made me laugh,
Feel pure joy,
Find the happiness in life...
And then you left me for dead,
Not caring what would happen.
Whether I be burned alive or eaten by the wolves gnawing at my soul,
My very being...
Say the word,
And I will be yours.
Say the word,
And I will disappear forever.
It's all in your hands.
How I wish this were not true,
But what am I to do,
When a simple "Hello" has me running back to you?