It's too late to apologise...

I'm sorry for every time I lied
For each time apart of you died
You were there for all the kisses
All the hits and all the hisses

You were there when my dreams turned to fears
When the happiness faded and turned to tears
And whatever else I went through
I know that you went through it too

I remember every time you begged me to leave
And when I wouldn't, you said to believe
That I'd love someone more then my current pair
But their location, I didn't know where

Little did I know that person was you
Then one day, out of the blue
You had to leave and so said goodbye
It hit me so hard that I started to cry

At that moment, I realised who
I loved with all my heart, it was you
But I never got my happy end
Instead I lost my crush and friend