Until..

You talk like you know what I'm about,
And I want to get to know you better.
I keep it going, cause i don't want to doubt,
But you just want to talk more vulgar.

I know I tend to be quite unclear,
I don't know how i should be feeling.
For I don't know what to tell you my dear,
Nor why you've got me nearly reeling.

And when i stop being childish,
You'll soon know why I was so selfish.
But what if this is how you do feel.
And i am scared that this could be real.

Yet you only toyed with me,
And that's not how it should be.
For I thought this was nothing,
until I realise - you weren't bluffing.