The three c's: crush, cry, cut, then repeat

I walk up to him wondering about his perfection
I question him with childish questions
All to keep him by my side

He smiles, faces towards the floor quickly,
Shakes his head in the direction of the answer
And sways his leg back still smiling.
It's such an adorable smile
I smile back in admiration

The next day I hear you
Your talking about feelings for someone else
It kills me so my heart sinks lowest as a heart can sink
Do you know what you do to me?

I go home crying
Cutting in an jealous rage
and everyday I see you smiling
when you don't see me
My heart breaks once more
I crush, cry, cut then repeat