Angels vs. Demons

I was on a stairwell,a never ending one rain rushing down rapidly and forever changing from rain to hail to snow and sleet, now I'm finding the door to happiness the door to find my soul the door that was going to be closed forever but it opened and the demons are released...the angels ..they are at war, a war since the time of my birth fighting over how i become, who i am and how i act..how i feel..everything. My mind is breaking apart like a star exploding shattering into a billion little particle, while they fight over my hopes, my dreams, my soul. My cold heartless soul, devouring it. Crumbling like a earthquake. Everything falling into the core of a never-ending dream..or as i see it..my nightmare, repeating over and over, like a broken record..

I can't wake up, my body trembles, my heart pounds it feels like a murmur, skipping beats..my body sweats i lose control the demons win...win my soul..but this time only the angels WILL come back.. they will not give up or give in to anything ..
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I wrote this while in a psychiatric hospital, I was having a very difficult time in my life.
April 16th, 2010