Letter 2.0

Dear me,
Who are you? Who have you become? Who will you become? 
 You've lost yourself again..
I see the scars across your heart.
From friends.
From family.
From him.
From the world. 
  Why do you feel so lost honey? Why you so sad?
Where did that smile go? Where has that darling gone? 
  Why are you so weak when no ones around?
When you're all alone, why do you break down?
Why do you continue to shed pointless tears?
When will you be able to face your fears? 
  When will they see through your plastered mask?
How much longer do you think you can last?
When will they see your laugh is half fake?
How much longer till you break?

  Tell me when Darling Dear, tell me when.