Not Alive

Blood stained sheets and sad, hurt eyes
The inability to feel and truth told with lies
Mistakes made, a murder covered up
Just one look, that's all it took

Sometimes secrets are better when they're told
Wandering the streets alone and cold
Messed up minds and a shattered reflection
Surgery scars, all to reach perfection

Crushed up pills lead to bloody hands
All you wanted was to make a stand
Blinded by rage, best friends with sadness
You need something to stop this madness

Chaos injected into the vein
It's all too much, just ignore the pain
Sin snorted with a dollar bill
You better hurry up, you have loneliness to kill

So it's to the club with a fake smile
Fucking guys and girls to feel alive, at least for a while
Grabbing hands and drunken slurs
Nights like these are such a blur

Maybe one day you'll really feel alive again
But I highly doubt that kid
You were born with a broken heart
A fucked up life from the start