Lies and Truth

Why can't I get,
That to survive in this world you need to,
Lie?
Why do I keep,
Telling the truth?
Why don't I get,
I need to,
Keep it hidden?
Toss away the key,
Make me,
Locked inside.
Why can't I lie?
I'm sick of telling the truth.
I need to hide it,
Keep it away.
Never let it out,
It'll cause to much pain.
So much distrust,
Loaded on to me.
Because of the truth.
Don't ask me questions,
You don't want the answer to.
Because,
Apparently,
I can only tell the,
Truth.
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Does it suck?????