dear alex,

i haven't gotten butterflies since the last time we kissed,
i think it makes three months tomorrow
i still listen to your songs when im alone late at night,
it somehow makes me feel less hallow.

i wish i could tell you i dont hate you anymore,
and thank you for making my heart stronger
and mention that i understand that was what you had to do,
i just wish we lasted longer

i just cant forget the magic when you held my hand
even from over a thousand miles away,
but i just needed to get this off of my chest,
though i have a million more things to say

but ill end this with i hope your happy,
and she gives you the world, like you deserve
im just sorry that i couldn't do that for you,
but now i now how love is something to conserve.