The Lonely Man's Revelation

Feet on the court
Fingers on the fretboard
Mind in the abyss
Not even religous but I pray to the lord

I ask for the ability
To obtain sanity in this
The situation I find myself in
I ask for both knowledge and bliss

But these things will never come to me
As I unfortunately know
So I leave my heart wide open
Only pain and anger will grow

Everything's off balance
Not a thing in this world is right
But through my life I realized
One day we all will find the light

Unwilling though I may be
Some things must be let go
Because what I feel can't be described
Love between us cannot flow

For I am on the sending end
She is on the receive
But I will never get it back
More and more I believe

I recall the things her and I shared
Stories, time, bliss, a kiss
But in 13 days it all ended
I never thought again I'd have this

9/28/2009-9/29/2009