What Isn't There

Uncomfortable
In an eerie atmosphere
Ignored
Everyone talking without you

What did I do to deserve this fate?
Wy does this happen?
I dont want to be left out
Alone in this place

People look past me
And only see a shadow
But I am more
Why is it so hard to see me?

I want to feel wanted
Like nobody cares
But its hard to see
What isnt there

Why would somebody care?
Why should they?
Im not important today
Not today,not ever

An empty feeling
Consumes me
Becausee Im so left out
I feel so alone

I have to be brave
And face my fears
Even if the fear is of people
I need to get through it